jestellynn~

2009-11-03T17:28:00.003+08:00

Now again, I know this other girl,
Her departure sickens me to hurl.
I'll miss her awfully so much,
Not only for her acting, hosting and such.

Whywhywhy, must you leave this school,
I know sometimes it just ain't cool.
But you have friends here all around,
I think maybe even more than I can count.

We'll always be here for you, Renee.
Even when you're down and sad, okay ?
Wish you and Mathilda all the best,
In studies, new curriculum and the rest.

You're real awesome too, know that.
And please do come visit, it'll be rad.
We'll throw a party for you 2 gals,
And we'll forever remain as darn good pals ;D

2009-11-03T17:27:00.001+08:00

I'm writing a poem for a girl I know.
She's real awesome, sometimes beyond control.
But even then, I think she's still real cool.
She's a reason why I look forward to school.

This girl, well, her name is Mat.
Whenever I see her, she's always glad.
But this day, however, something's happened.
And now even I, am truly saddened.

She has to move to another place.
And I'm really gonna miss her smiling face.
I guess this is all destined to be,
But please, if you read this, come back when u're free.

We're always here for you, do know that.
Come by often, for we shall have a chat :D
I believe that we won't be brought apart.
And this ending is merely just an awakening start.

2009-10-14T17:46:00.002+08:00

2009-09-20T21:42:00.003+08:00

I find the world such a confusing place,
with no more peace, nor loving grace.
Something good will always turn out bad,
It'll first make you delighted but yet turn out sad.
I know people don't like it when I talk like that,
But it's my blog, and thats a fact.

My mom was right all along,
Friends have always been but just but a song.
The verses are when you get to know each other,
The chorus is the where you start to get further.
The bridge is where it all falls apart,
Where you get hurt, burned and charred.

"Oh quit it", some might say.
But this is something that at night, I'd pray,
"Dear God, I hope I won't be disturbing you.
Don't worry, I'd stand behind the queue.
Please listen and help me just this once,
Help me get out of this unbreakable trance.
Everyone I know is turning away,
And I'm starting to lose them day by day.
Even those I trusted betrayed me most,
Then they leave me alone, to see how it goes.
So I pray you'll get me through this,
Show me the way to everlasting bliss.
Help me O lord, I know you can.
So now I end my prayer.--Amen."

2009-09-19T14:10:00.004+08:00

You were her best friend, but I was her sis.
That's the reason, to me whom she'd please.
We apologised to you again and again,
But you take no notice, our efforts in vain.
You say we don't care about how you feel,
You don't understand, that's not at all real.

We try to talk to you, but you turn and look away.
After it's happened so many times, we'd rather not say.
You've changed so much, that we can't recognize,
The girl that we knew, and trusted our cries.
Now the truth's finally surfaced above the facade,
We both don't want a conflict, our mouths we'll both shut.

You turn around and hurt us , in another way.
Not mentioning our names, neither the day.
You act like you care when we're down and alone,
But you're cheating to us, all the way to your bone.
The premonition swept through me, like a chill up my spine,
So I'm gonna end this, all in one line .

" You're forgiven,
but you don't know it ;
You want to get even,
but we don't give shit. "

P.S That IS in one line .

2009-09-18T23:46:00.004+08:00

You darn bloody well know who I'm talking to .
I ain't tryin' to hide no nothing .
If that's how you see it, its not muh shit, get it?

I'm not trying to earn no sympathy nor respect 'ere, lady.
If you got nothin' good to say, then shut that traphole of yours.
'Cause its doin' no one no good.

You think I don't know that who I'm mentioning will see it?
Well, nosiree, you got that all wrong.
This is our club, our house. It's how we deal.
You don't know no crap about it , so stop thinking ya know everythin'.

This is why it'all never works out.
You are insolent, and it was after what you jolly well did that made me conclude that.
I don't think we should continue giving in to your cold heart.
Menacing thoughts about those around you, unspeakable words that you dare say.
We can't take it no more.

And BTW, that bull you're talking about that we can't solve things out?
Well booyah, once again you're wrong.
We're like sisters, we tell each other everything.
That's how we forgive easily.
Unlike you .
I ain't no gaining no pity here .
But you are, you sure are.

You think ya can bring us down?
Bring me down, to that matter?
Your intimidation is all fragile.
Like bare feet on broken glass .
Ya try to show off, but get hurt in the end.
It's not worth it.

So back off if you don't like muh company.
It'll get you nowhere tryna break us up or hurt us.
'Cause we're as one.
And that jealousy of yours will only tear your world apart.
I pray for you.

Goodbye .

2009-09-04T10:59:00.001+08:00

You're only there at sporadic instances of time.

Yet you left me, when my life's lost its chime .

Man, I love rhyming .

It's getting me addicted.

2009-09-04T10:40:00.006+08:00

I am weak-willed.
I give up too easily.
My heart's not fulfilled.
My conscience, too measily.

I forgive real quick.
Even after I'm hurt.
Why am I so meek?
Ending up in the turd. (LOL, couldn't find a rhyme)

You don't understand,
the things going on with me.
I'm the selfish friend,
Not giving out the key.

The clues are all over,
But you don't realise.
When will you get sober?
And find out my cries?

Ignorance and insensitivity,
I've said it before.
But you never solved this mystery,
You're weren't there when I fall .

Now everything's gone bad,
You feel its my fault.
But things will turn rad,
Only if you knew not.

I give up again,
this time; its real.
I can't stand this pain.
My screams have turn shrill.

You never care about me,
No matter how much it shows
That I'm blinded to see,
All that one knows.

Shit, I don't rhyme.
Who in the world will care?
I'll tell you one time,
you're my fears' worst dare .

2009-09-02T07:56:00.007+08:00

YES ! Blogger is working :D

Of all the secrets I can keep,
this one I've gotta say.
To prevent my heart from being ripped,
I might hurt you this way.

I try my best to ignore; the insolence you show,
All those whining, screaming and moodswings,
It's all killing me you know.

I've been there all the while,
but you hardly even care.
Now I can no longer smile,
I can only swear.

It's exactly what She's told me,
People go for the new.
Why am I only able to see,
from my own point of view?

It's like I'm so near yet so far,
But yet you're a world away.
I look in you in the eye,
But between us, there's nothing to say.

All our interests and hobbies have changed oh so much,
Sometimes yours sickens me,
But I know you'll say who am I to judge ?
I guess I'm just that free.

But now, I don't really give a damn.
Since you're not even sincere,
Was our friendship all a scam?
Cause now all I see is fear.

Things might get better,
Or they might turn out worse.
When you see this you'll rattle,
"Oh crap, why me curse?"

Well, You might not find out,
Because you're so ignorant.
Sure, gimme that annoying pout,
But to ignore all this, I've learnt .

When you read this you'll think,
that my words don't bloody rhyme.
But then again you'll blink,
And realize that they're all fine.

You complain about things you care about,
That I already know.
But why leave them in careless doubt,
When attention you can care to show?

This poem is getting really long,
But I can't help typing more.
Could it be that I am wrong,
Cause my heart's now really sore.

If I tell you directly,
You might get pissed off,
So I thought I'd make it snappy,
Hopefully these problems will solve.

I leave my thoughts in this post,
Nowhere else at that.
Maybe, it'll help us both,
If this confusion wasn't shared.

I will do my best to keep it to myself,
To prevent you from getting hurt,
Sometimes I just can't keep them shelved,
So you've gotta be alert.

Friends we once were and probably will still be,
After all these have passed,
We'll get rid of the mimicry.

The facades and what not,
Will leave us in still wonder,
But its the one and only shot,
Just don't think; Don't ponder.

2009-08-22T22:52:00.001+08:00

It's my birthday today !! :D
Thanks to those who remembered it .
And those who wished me a Happy Birthday .

Special Thanks to Troye Sivan too ! :D

2009-08-21T15:35:00.001+08:00

Those who care most,
are those who're least close .
Some beg to differ,
but this is what I infer.
You be gone a day,
the rest go on and play.
But that one sitting there,
is the only one who'll care.
Abide by all the rules he may,
And all the bullies he'll pay,
He still has that one lil' heart,
That from the rest, he's brought apart.
I used to think he was weak,
But he was just being meek.
Giving in to others was a pleasure,
More joy, really, to share with others his treasure.
He never spoke a word ,
And was always left out in the dirt.
Behind that brown mud, however,
There lives a smile forever.

Now who is this hidden angel, you ask ?
Find out yourself. Make it a task.
Beneath every crowd there'll be,
A person trying to break free.
It just takes that one chance,
for you to reach out and break this trance.
You'll know how much it means to them,
Just reach out that helping hand.
Be that person who cares most,
Even if you're not close.

2009-08-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

Question of the day:

Why is everyone starting to use Livejournal?

Is it an arising trend or something?

Cause I don't really see the difference .

Blah .

2009-08-12T17:02:00.000+08:00

Time passes fast,
Three minutes left,
"Shoot, gotta rush".
This I detest .

Write, write, no time to spare,
Keep your focus; Of things to share,
Only two minutes left on the clock,
"Do it, do it you slow time-jock!"

Take your time, my brain debates,
Nono, the sound my heart makes.
You can find the will under't your soul,
I can't , I can't do no foul.

2009-08-10T15:55:00.003+08:00

Changed my picture .
Contrast much ?
Lol . Meant to be .
Figure out why .

Anyway,
getting a breather from studying.
Studied for 5hrs straight .
Cant get anymore info into the lil' birdbrain of mine anymore.

I don't understand why I must be a nerd,
Why can't I just get out of this dirt ?
Studying 'til my brains go dry,
Am I really doing that hard to try?
I'm a teenager, ought to be having fun.
No matter where; as long as there's sun.
But this pile of undecipherable notes come tumbling over me,
I do my best, but there's no time to flee.

I'm sick and tired of feeling so stressed,
Why should I do this, why can't I rest?
Oh, cause apparently studying gets you far,
It actually helps you to perform up to par.
But is it really worth all this energy?
It's blocking out the light I'm dying to see.

Then there comes time constrain,
that lil' annoying fact adds to my pain.
If I don't do it fast enough,
the game gets harder, the going gets tough.
These things aren't meant like that,
But now, to everyone, they all seem bad.

So I just hope They'll do something,
before we pass out and things turn grim.
I'm sure no one wants a morbid end,
when there's nothing left in the world to fend.
And all you do is to sit and wait,
'til you turn into the living dead.

AHHH, That's better .

2009-08-08T07:54:00.000+08:00

I can't freaking believe it.
I woke up at like 7.30 thinking that it was still early.
Then, I turned on my com.
She was already ending it !
Then my computer jammed and I couldn't get into Chat.
Darn time difference and slow computer .

I didn't even get my shoutout :(
So saddd, now my qns are all useless.
Hahaha .

HMPH .

2009-08-01T11:19:00.000+08:00

Ergh .

Something's wrong with blogger .

Can't seem to upload any pictures?

Yo , blogger. Not cool .

Not cool at all .

2009-07-29T18:37:00.001+08:00

Is it okay to feel this upset?
As in seriously, 'til you think you'd go mad?
You feel like clutching onto something and not letting go,
just so you could slowly ease from the flow.
When you feel like you just want to cry,
You feel like nothing's worth even if you die.

I know it sounds very demoralizing,
But thats the cold truth, I do no lying.
Too much of this stuff is getting to my head,
Its affecting my rhyming, and I'm going red.
Why can't life be peaceful, sweet and free?
Why can't we be happy to just laugh and glee?

I'd die to have my childhood back again,
Where there were no suffering and yet too, no pain.
I hate to listen to people nagg ,
But now I, too, am being such a fag.
I think I should really stop this now,
Before I turn into a freaked out cow .

* Pardon me for the bad rhyming ,
I have no inspiration today .
Life's been crap .
Really .

2009-07-28T22:48:00.008+08:00

I don't believe in harbouring hatred, no, I don't even trust upon that word. She might have done some nasty things, but everyone have had their wrong flings. I'm sorry if you don't agree with me, I really can't possibly beg and plea. We should learn to forgive and forget, even though I know she'd never regret. Don't just be bent on revenge, the thirst of guilt you'd be dying to quench. Why can't we just love our neighbours as ourselves?Why must we hate others, and let it affect our health? Okay, wait that doesn't really rhyme. But seriously, I don't have have anymore time . I also want her to get what she deserves; All I think is that she's not at all worth. God will -bless- her in his own ways. Maybe, just maybe, not at this phase.

2009-07-22T18:58:00.008+08:00

Hello friend I know its you,
the pain and suffering we have gone through.
Although it has strained our relationship,
I hope that after this our heart won't rip.
We were once so close together,
now all thats left is ink and a feather.
So I want to write this poem for you,
that there's always place in this world for two.

We have always been one and the same,
but then slight differences brought down the game.
Our friendship was strong yet tender,
hence this misunderstanding made me want to surrender.
Then I look back to last september,
and all the things made me start to remember.
We laughed at jokes that we thought were lame,
but they seemed cool; with you I have no shame.

What happened to you my dear one?
What happened to all that happiness and fun?
How can we fix something that's already happened?
How could you leave me here with nothing...
but a question?

2009-07-21T14:35:00.004+08:00

Its weird how people take things for granted,
when they're all so popular and feel so wanted.
But my dear child, why be afraid and scared?
Don't you know that I'll always be there with you to chat?

I'm not an angel, no, I don't have wings.
But unlike them, I actually have feelings.
I'm not saying that they're truly bad,
maybe bullying to them is just a fad?

Together, we shall fight this annoying battle.
So in the future they'll be careful to rattle.
They don't know we're all beautifully made,
So don't really care who they love or hate.

Don't give yourself up to this atrociousity,
Or else they'll just go and celebrate victoriously.
Bullying is game played by two,
but the starter will always end up a fool.

2009-07-20T06:49:00.002+08:00

Announcement:

DEMI LOVATO : HERE WE GO AGAIN .

To all fans of Demi, and friends of mine .

We shall wreck the CD shop once Demi's album is released here in Singapore.

Anyone ?

Please sms me for more details.

Let's get it , baby !

Now, who's with me ?! ;D

2009-07-11T13:24:00.002+08:00

I lOVElOVElOVE JULY !

July 21st,

July 22nd,

July 28th !

Guess what ?!

July 21st, Demi's album comes out !!!

July 22nd, Selena's Birthday !!!

July 28th, Marie Digby's coming to Singapore !!!

I need to calm down right now .

Really high .

AHHH ;D

Julia is going crazy alr,

CATCH ME IS AWESOME .

You've got me laughing while I sing,
You've got me smiling in my sleep.

2009-07-09T06:44:00.004+08:00

Hello you, Trust In The Lord,
No matter where you go,
When the pain and suffering you have fought,
In your life there'll be no foul.

So you're depressed with love, dear friend?
Did you click to the wrong phone contact,"Send"?
I don't know what happened, what went through.
But I'm guessing that it must have been quite hurtful.

We'll keep doing what we do,
Even if to others it doesn't seem cool.
'Cause all we want is to let Him see,
We are doing this just for thee.

I'll pull you out when you've gone the wrong way,
I won't leave you to stay behind and pay.
The torments, yes, they might be unforeseen.
But its up to Him to clear our path clean.

Now all I'm saying is to trust in the Lord,
Fret and undergo pain you shall not.
'Cause He'll be there all the time.
Even if you're not in the right state of mind .

2009-07-08T17:59:00.002+08:00

Hello You .

Life's hard,
but endure the pain.
Love sucked,
but you're still sane (:

Things have been going quite badly,
I know how you feel, but sadly,
I don't know whether I can help.
Just wanted to let you know;; heartfelt.

Sometimes you just gotta let it go,
unlock the pain, release your soul.
He's with you no matter what you do,
so don't keep feeling like such a fool.

Everyone is giving you a hard time,
and there's hardly any time left to find.
But don't worry 'cause I'll be there,
even if you think that I'm nowhere.

Trust me on this my dear friend,
like how my footprints will be in the sand.
No matter what you go through,
we'll overcome it, me and you .

2009-07-08T06:43:00.003+08:00

Life has been pretty hectic .

With PBL this and thats .

and tests that are comin' up real soon .

anyways ,

the last episode of 双子星just ended last night .

it was one of the best drama series i've seen since 手足.

I guess its 'cause the cast are all so strong and stuff .

on the bright side, My Buddy (ft. eelyn ! )comes out today night ! (:

Be sure to watch .

2009-06-30T18:29:00.003+08:00

Sheesh, I'm like so stressed out right now .

PBL is seriously killin' me .

Whenever I solve one problem, another arises .

一波未平，一波又起。

ERRGGGHH .

I'm so confused .

If my group chooses to do a donation drive but seperated into 2 components,

Issit 2 solutions ?

AHHHH .

I think I'm going crazy .

If you read my holiday posts and school posts,

you'll realise the major diff between the two .

Yes, I'm depressed .

LOL .

2009-06-28T18:57:00.003+08:00

Issit just me or is Demi Lovato the most awesome musician in history !?

ENJOY ! (:

2009-06-28T16:32:00.003+08:00

Shiz, school starts tomorrow .

and i don't even know what week it is .

so I can't pack .

furthermore there's PE tmr .

aww man, my weight is going to be so disappointing :/

hahahaa .

Morale's on the low side right now .

School . Sigh .

2009-06-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

editing the church blog .

or more like creating .

its like 12:07 now . hahahahah .

my dad took alot of pictures of the camp man !

i can barely count how many he took .

its taking so long to load . LOL .

anyways,

went for some B.G.R gathering cause Raeya's dad was the speaker .

pretty fun i guess .

enjoyed the food the most :/

so apparently there's no fixed age to date .

hahaha , as long as you're matured enough .. then yeah ..

P.S : whoa, JB's Paranoid is on the TV now .

2009-06-26T21:37:00.002+08:00

I changed my blogskin .

Love it .

Hahaha , simple and plain yet adorable .

Keepin' it short and sweet .

Peace .

xx

2009-06-26T19:23:00.005+08:00

26th June '09

Transformers 2 was just plain brilliant .

Mat and Gloria agree that Shia (She-uh) was hot .

hahaahah ,

Hard to believe that my mom actually slept during the show ..

It was so awesome !

I loved the part at the library when Shia and Megan were fighting .

It was like," I'm not gonna talk to you for 10 secs."

And Megan was like blabbering away .

Shia," 3 secs left....... What is it ?! "

LOL . They acted real well .. (:

Be sure to catch it like now !!!!!!!!!!!

p.s , my mom still hasn't brought me to th doc's to get my ears pierced . :/

Hard as I try, I know I can’t quit
Something about you is so addictive .

2009-06-24T10:36:00.003+08:00

24th June '09

I LOVE THIS PIC !

Editor: Raeya .

2009-06-24T10:31:00.002+08:00

24th June '09

I bought a guitar

It's an acoustic electric crafter .

I named it Carter !

Long story hahahha .

Anyways,

Carter and Brooke will be performing together at Gloria's house one day .

Cant wait !

Oh, please be reminded . both C and B are guitars . LOL .

HAPPY BDAY 'RENTS (:

2009-06-23T16:14:00.003+08:00

23th June '09

I know this is plain random but I've got to say one thing.

Don't date him .

He is not good .

Pleaaaaseee, don't .

Don't do it,

for the sake of your own life and heartbreak .

Don't date him .

Trace is bad influence .

Don't do itt .

2009-06-20T15:02:00.009+08:00

21st June '09

These pictures speak a thousand words .

Retreeeat .

The trip there .

Will upload Genting pictures later (:

2009-06-11T19:55:00.004+08:00

11th June '09
I was just looking at my old classmates' blogs .
Aww man, they are so missed !
I was packing my room ytd,
and came across my p5-p6 stuff .
And then .

Wait for it .

Wait for it .

*Drum Roll*

I Wrote A Song .

HAHAHA . Dramatic, i know .
but guess what ?
halfway through it,
I forgot the tune to the whole song .
Darnit .

So I'm trying to give it a new tune maybe ?
Hmm .
It actually sounds more of a girl-guy; i miss you kinda song .
but oh wells,
I shall touch it up a little .

okay.
mom just cooked something wrongly .
WHOOPS .
hahaha .
can't wait for church retreeeat .
its on saturday . THIS SATURDAY .

Weird but actually,
I'm looking forward to the car ride more than anything :/
Hahahah .
okay, i better go now ..

bye .

I'm kinda like you, you're kinda like me.
We write the same song in a different key .

2009-06-09T19:44:00.003+08:00

9th June '09
Night at the Museum is a seriously awesome show.
Catch it in cinemas now ! :)

Anyways,
i just watched sonny with a chance, battle of the network stars.
one word .
AWESOME .
Hahaha,
Selena and Demi acted really well in that episode.
I love quoting.

So, they're mocking each other ..

Demi : Hi, im selena gomez, and im the relationship wizard. I know everything . Aspanoeustusis.

Selena : Oh check it out, im sonny from winsconsent, Im just an exploding ball of sunshine. Check it out check it out, check it out !

Demi : Look at me, im selena i went to acting school so i could learn how to do this cashmeresepereris. *points finger at her and "draws" on her face* yeah, its an invisible wand !

Selena : Hey, look im sonny, and im ticking off the person who's playing me in a movie. And maybe i shouldn't cause she can make me look really bad .

Demi : Look at me, im selena and... I would never do that to sonny, girl... HAHAHAH.

Love that episode.
thought that the Sonny and the studio brat was the best,
but this is even better !! :)

The words might be a lil' off hahahah .

Demi : You won't be able to find a better Sonny Munroe who can act the role of Sonny Munroe, better than Sonny Munroe ! *storms off and opens door*

*Selena stands in doorway*

Demi : Omg, you're Selena Gomez !

Selena : Yeah, hey. Chad, I got your text and sure I'll act the part. Personally I think that the chararter's a little dull, but I'll liven her up . * Turns to Demi *Who are you ?

Demi : The girl you need to liven up . * Sarcastic *

Chad : Awkward ...

hahahahaha . omg i cant get enough of this show .

2009-06-05T11:02:00.004+08:00

5th June '09
I'm officially the worst blogkeeper ever .
I haven't updated in like a gazillion years, HAHAHA .
Anyways, had the best week o' my life .
Shopped everyday !
Monday, went out with Raeya, her mom, my mom, my sis and auntie geraldine .
Didn't get anything .
We practically walked for 5 hrs and came back empty-handed .
LOL .
But it was funnnn . My legs were like jelly by the time I got into my dad's car :/

Then on tuesday I went to Anchorpoint with my 'rents .
Got a Billabong long-sleeved shirt .
It was on sale, and looks darn awesome .
hahah , strangely my mom picked it out for me :))
considering her age, she's one h of a good shopper !
kayys , then had lunch .
afterthat, our dad fetched us over to Vivo .
the weirdest and awkwardest thing happened !
We were like walking towards Marks and Spencer when we saw Yvonne Lim .
She was walking in our direction;
My mom went," Hello! "
Think that was embarrassing?
HAH . They were actually filming !
When we went forward, we saw cameras video-ing us .
My mom and I were like, "Crap !"
hahah .
so yeahhs ..

Then on wed and thurs,
I went to Orchard to shop again.
Robinsons, Metro and stuff ...
Didn't get much except for an All*Star pullover .
I need one for the Genting trip , its gonna be fun !!
Can't wait right, Raeya ?
HAHAHA .
my mom bought umbrellas.
apprarently they were cheap and light .
LOL .

Yeah,
then today, friday,
I went to Harbourfront/ VivoCity .
Got a pair of jeans from New Future and finally...
*drum rollllll*
My swimsuit .
hahah the long awaited item .
it looks decent, to my mom at least .
i think its not THAT decent .
maybe im just too conservative..
Church retreat,,
here i come ! :)

you lift my feet off the ground,
you make me crazier crazier ...

2009-05-16T11:59:00.004+08:00

16th May '09

When life's hard,
and you feel like you can't do anything about it anymore,
you kneel down and pray.

Your problems shall be laid in His hands .
And then,
when life gives you lemons,
you make lemonade.

Don't fret over the past,
but grasp the present .
Even when things cannot get any worse,
you just let it go.

Forgive and Forget.

Live life to the fullest ,
cherish your loved ones.
Even if they don't appreciate it.
Afterall , love your neighbours as yourself .

I've decided .

To Let You Go .

2009-05-13T17:10:00.002+08:00

omg ,

mat posted pictures of speech day on facebook ! :)

credits to her !

my fringe was uneven as you can see,

all thanks to a 3 dollar trim haaha .

See ??

haircuts need to be done professionally .

haha ,

gtg bye .

2009-05-03T17:43:00.001+08:00

2nd May '09

This is totally random,

but i think this little girl is going to be BIG .

remember her name:

Joey King .

Rock On Lil' Girl :)

2009-04-27T21:18:00.004+08:00

27th April '09

i was just asking my godsis this qn .

if you were given a chance to go back in time,

would you do it ?

you'll remember everything and know everything you did

when you've reached the point of time you decided to travel back .

you get to live your whole life again .

she said yes.

i hesitated .

what if ,

there's no guarantees your friends might rmb everything .

the time travelling .

they'll know you but only through the new dimension .

would you do it ?

i will .

so many people are leaving .

swine flu, cancer, everything .

gone .

if i could switch everything around ,

wouldn't it be nice?

wouldn't everything work out just right for your loved ones ?

the qn ,

would you do it ?

2009-04-23T19:10:00.004+08:00

23rd April '09

Finally blogging again.

Been so busy recently with school stuff.

Can't wait for exams to be over, then will I be able to even LIVE and BREATHE.

Hahaha. I'm like practically a living dead.

Sleep, wake up, study.

Believe me, when you've done this over a certain period of time,

stuff just doesn't really get into ur head anymore.

Ah well, times are bad, we suffer too.

Hallelujah.

Anw , gotta go.

2009-04-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

this is like the best dance ever.

selena, you go girl! :D

2009-04-04T23:23:00.005+08:00

4th April '09

yoos.

i just wrote my testimony ;D

oh and demi's new Deluxe Edition of Don't Forget is out!

check out Behind Enemy Lines,

its like totally rocking.

Long Shot by Kelly Clarkson

is superbly amazing. ( as usual)

im like advertising.

haha:)

still hoping to get a Sunburst.

and praying hard that Sel gets her stuff back !

Godbless,

Leah\-

{ And I feel, I feel a deep connection.
And I think, that we might be onto somethin'.
And I know it's somethin special ,
Seeing you here is not coincidental. Mmm. }

2009-03-16T11:27:00.003+08:00

16th March '09.

hey .

this is gonnaa be a short one .

march hols now , gotta do so much work .

but parents bringing us out for a movie.

either Push ( Chris Evans & Camilla Belle!)

or

Race to Witch Mountain ( AnnaSophia Robb & Dwayne Johnson!)

Bye ! ;D

2009-02-21T22:45:00.005+08:00

21st Feb '09

omgosh .

can't believe it .

gloria ,

heather is like so cool. ( YOU HAVENT GIVEN ME HER EMAILxD)

she went to the JoBros concert,

featuring DL !

thats like one of my wishes !

not fair ;

so not fair.

hahaha.

anyways,

ABsen+ is currently saving up for a drum set.

yes,

a drum set .

wish us luck .

:)

im still a little too nt over you.

2009-02-12T13:32:00.000+08:00

12th Feb '09
Catch Sonny with a Chance ,
Out now ! (:

2009-02-08T15:40:00.005+08:00

8th Feb '09

So, i haven't blogged in like what? forever?

haha:)

been too busy.

anw,

ytd my family and i slept over at sentosa Rasa Hotel.

the food at one of the restaurants is the BEST !

That was So Random , if you get what i mean *wink* .

yeah, i watch SWAC on my com in the hotel.

GREAT way to celebrate the occasion huh :P

i have no idea what to blog about .

so im gonna stop here .

WOW . this post is SHORT .

oh wells .

LOVE ,

jestttttttttttttttt.

2009-01-23T09:21:00.002+08:00

23rd January 2009
freaking buncha liars .
liars , i tell you .
LIARS .

2009-01-14T18:54:00.005+08:00

14th January '09 .
hola.
esta bien de encontrate .

fine fine .
i know im really lagging with the posts .
been really busy and yeah .

anyways,
i changed my blogskin as you can see .
DEMI LOVATO (:

okay ,
i know gloria's gonna be talking about how weird it is
to put ur role model's face there .
but hey its a cool skin kay ?

LOL .

it isn't really photoshopped properly ,
but i pretty much get the whole idea of it already .
so thanks to the blogskin creator ! (:

moving on,
my mom seems so hesitant in letting me go for the Bintan trip !
if i don't go ,
gloria will murder me .

Godbless my innocent soul .
i perceive myself being tortured under the hands of my counterpart .
HAHAHA.

see? i can use those words .
:P i think all the homework is getting to my head .
gotta go relax .

phew

adiós .

2008-12-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

happy new year !

in exactly 36 mins ! (:

2008-12-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

this is rated; Selena Gomez .

hahahahah (:

2008-12-24T23:56:00.001+08:00

i read this and SCREAMED .

"Wizards of Waverly Place: The Movie" has been confirmed and filming will begin in spring 2009. It will be a Disney Channel Original Movie, rather than a theatrical release. Talent interested is working on the film should submit a photo and resume only, no homemade audition videos.

*** Please submit photos and resumes by mail only. No phone calls or personal drop-offs ***

See the post titled Photo and Resume Information regarding how to submit for acting roles.

Principal Actor Casting:

Lambert/McGee Casting
1040 N. Las Palmas
Bldg. 26, Room 202
Los Angeles CA 90038

Extras Casting:

(Los Angeles)
Central Casting
220 S. Flower St.
Burbank, CA 91502

(New York)
Central Casting
875 Sixth Ave., 15th Floor
New York, NY 10001

Production Company:

It's a Laugh Productions
201 N Occidental Blvd
Bldg 6
Los Angeles, CA 90026

In association with:

Disney Channel
3800 W Alameda Ave
Burbank, CA 91505

Producers:

Todd J. Greenwald - Executive Producer
Peter Murrieta - Executive Producer

Filming Location:

1040 N. Las Palmas
Hollywood, CA 90038

and locations in New York City.

Starring:

Jake T. Austin - Max Russo
David Henrie - Justin Russo
Selena Gomez - Alex Russo
Maria Canals - Theresa Russo
David DeLuise - Jerry Russo
Demi Lovato - Cameo

Story

"Wizards of Waverly Place" focuses on the Russos. A typical family, which includes a mom, Theresa Russo; a dad, Jerry Russo; a son, Justin Russo; a daughter, Alex Russo; and another son, Max Russo. The kids and the family live normal lives but what their friends don't know is- they are wizards! In the movie version, the Russo's secret is revealed.

2008-12-22T22:47:00.001+08:00

demi lovato's new music video .

lalaland !!! (:

here are some of the mv stills .

i personally love the last two !

credits to youtube and print screen !

haha .

loves.

2008-12-22T13:32:00.000+08:00

omgosh ,

my sis wants to borrow my blog to post pictures .

??!!!!

haaaah (:

i mean , hello ? yoo-hoo ?

see all my posts ? i'll rather die .

kidding ,

in the end ,

didn't let her borrow ,

she wants me to take up her responsibility of uploading the pictures ..

its like asking to borrow a pencil from someone ,

and then requesting them to do ur homework for you .

whatthe ?

LOL .

2008-12-19T10:02:00.001+08:00

i'll like to share a song by nickj :)

its also my prayer .

Dear God

I hate to be a bother, but I gotta say

This world is getting crazier with every day

I hope you'll hear me out now as I stop and pray

Oh, Dear God

People take your words and try to twist 'em round

I know you can't be happy with what's goin' down

I'm searchin' for some answers, but they can't be found

Can you help me out, Dear God?

Oh, Seams like, Everybody's searching for an easy solution

They can't see beyond, the selfish world they're living in

Your words of love get lost, in all

the confusion, yes they doBut I still believe someday you're gonna speak to me

Dear God, Just the other night I heard somebody say

What's the use believin' in you anyway

I guess it was just heartache talkin' through the pain

It's a cryin' shame

Dear God, I know you're disappointed in the things we've done

Can't they see the truth that they're all running from

Try to preach your message with a loaded gun

What they thinkin' of, Dear God

Oh, Seems like

Everybody's searching for an easy solution

They can't see beyond, the selfish world they're living in

Your words of love get lost, in all the confusion, oh yes they do

But I still believe, someday you're gonna speak to me

Dear God, I know you've got a million other calls to take

You're dealing with a lot of things that just won't wait

But there is one request that I just gotta make

Ohh, Dear God

Won't you send a sign down,

just to ease my doubt

I'm trying to hear you, but the silence is so loud

I think I see a rainbow from behind the clouds

And I hear you now, dear God .

2008-12-18T13:34:00.000+08:00

this

is

hilarious .

George Bernard Shaw's quotation about teaching:

"A fool's brain digests philosophy into folly, science into superstition, and art into pedantry. Hence University education."

2008-12-16T17:23:00.000+08:00

2008-12-16T17:18:00.001+08:00

im hot .

lol , literally ..

im having a fever now .

anyways ,

visit my mom's earrings blogshop ,

and place your orders ! (:

they're really nice , believe me .

haha .

Click Here

2008-11-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

Latte-Keens:)A picture speaks a thousand words.

2008-11-25T11:17:00.000+08:00

You Woke Me Up
No Longer Tired
With You I Feel Inspired
You Help Me Find My Fire

i love this part of the lyrics from New Classic !!
im still wondering what they meant by "fire" though ;P
haha ,
okay i better stop thinking siick .

im still at rei's house ,
can stay for another night:)
cause then it'll be easier for her parents to bring me home ..

kays, bb .

2008-11-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

okay ,
i gotta admit i was wrong .
that wasn't demi's BEST performance .
her performances are always so good .
gosh , i envy her .

she's so blessed !
so is selena !
how much better can it get ?

two best friends with different special talents each ,,
AND they both look fantastic .
im sosososo jealous man !
LOL .
oh well .

im in gloria's house now .
she's doing her math and im blogging .
DUH.
rawr .

i can't wait to skateboard .
but i want to have my own!!
i wonder if gloria will find a cheaper skateboard in the philipines for me ?
hehe .
gtg .

2008-11-23T16:10:00.000+08:00

this is practically the BEST performance she has ever done!:)

she's sweating . must be so exhausting .hahaXD

but this song is loved, so is demi!

LOL .

2008-11-21T17:09:00.000+08:00

omg ,

i finally finished my wrk .

only left with the book reviews .

gosh .

now im free !

not really ,

gotta go work at sushi tei or something .

earn money for THE SKATEBOARD .

love it !!:)

i think im in love with my blogsong too .

and Jason Mraz.

haha .

gtg now .

crap , wish me luck for the skateboardXD

Godbless:)

2008-11-10T13:52:00.000+08:00

im like in gloria's house now .

watching Be Good To Me by Ashley Tisadale ,

she wore sneakers !

gloria is supposed to wash her hair like NOW ,, GO !

haha ..

then she can teach me skateboarding downstairs !!

can't wait ,

God bless .

2008-11-08T12:31:00.001+08:00

i did a personality test ,

and guess what i got ?

You are 80% like Selena. Wow! You and Selena sure have a lot in common! Almost twins!

Take the Selena Gomez Personality Quiz

LOL!

btw,went onto sel's site just now and once again, guess what?

read from down up :)

8 Nov 08, 08:19jestellynn- Selena: bye fake or real selena lol.
8 Nov 08, 08:18Selena Gomez: bye guys!
8 Nov 08, 08:18jestellynn- Selena: but this site says its not affliated to selena gomez , so why would she come ? lo.
8 Nov 08, 08:18Selena Gomez: I have go to busy right now! bye everyone! I'll talk to your later!
8 Nov 08, 08:18jestellynn- Selena: lol .. okay .. then if ur real ,, whats ur email? lol..
8 Nov 08, 08:17Selena Gomez: ..
8 Nov 08, 08:17Selena Gomez: okay! well.....I have go to busy soon!
8 Nov 08, 08:17jestellynn- Selena: seriously, prove it.
Nov 08, 08:16Selena Gomez: lol

real or fake?

i took out others' comments cause they were like spamming LOL.

i seriously doubt shes real but , who knows? ;)

2008-11-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

J! says:
are you famous in school? i shall ask sarah if she knows youXD
chee may:
lol
J! says:
serious ..are you?
chee may:
i m as famous as a green tree
J! says:
whats that
J! says:
lol..
chee may:
singapore got how many trees?
J! says:
as far as i know 1
chee may:
eh?
J! says:
lol thats you.
chee may:
haha
J! says:
the others arent really green
J! says:
hahaha
chee may:
u look outside ur house then got how many trees liao lor
chee may:
i'm very ordinary
J! says:
erm got alot of plants little trees.

2008-11-07T14:18:00.000+08:00

Random.

2008-11-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

find the alphabets and link them together to form words then sentences:)
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i am not spamming.

2008-11-06T15:09:00.000+08:00

im watching Cheaper By a Dozen now ..

Alyson Stoner was so cute !!

haha ,

anyway ,

i can't imagine being in a family with twelve kids !!

that'll be totally wicked .

but totally cool :)

2008-11-05T12:33:00.000+08:00

im not an american ..

but ,,

2 words ;

Yeah , Obama !!

2008-11-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

yoos ..

i am so bored .

and this is my second time saying this .

my sis fell ytd while at the park ,,

scratched herself all over .

worse thing was she showed me her wound healing.

and its like all gross with the flesh all over .

eew .

haha :)

the way she fell was really really hilarious .

I'm not being mean or anything ..

but ,

it looked like she was breakdancing.

that was insulting but yeah ..

Hee .

2008-11-03T13:54:00.000+08:00

im so bored.

i want to jam.

but ,

i can't .

cause ,

i have no members to jam with .

and i have no bloddy jam room .

haha ,,

i was supposed to be sleeping over at rei's house today ,

but my father went overseas ytd, so i cant.

why is it that i cant do everything i want to?

LoL.

oh ..

its not 9.54pm now ,

whats wrong with the clock?

2008-10-31T18:04:00.000+08:00

ALL NIGHT LONG!

SELENA AND JENNIFER DOING SOME REALLY HORRIBLE SINGING.

haha..i love it!XD its totally awesomely hilarious.

its so funny when jennifer says OUCH! my ears are bleeding!:)

haha.and when selena sang im wrapping this mother up..hahaXD

iwaslikeuh?

2008-10-29T17:36:00.001+08:00

this is going to be random,
but demi lovato is the only disney channel singer that has true talent.
she sounds exactly the same as the voice on her CD.
i mean, duh they're the same person but the quality is the same!
and her band members are seriously cool;
here goes!:D

2008-10-29T13:16:00.001+08:00

my LD report, people help!

27th October 2008
Sunny
Dear Diary,
I have just dealt with a rape case today.
My opposition was really good.
He made a lot of "strong" points.
I have no idea how he could have twisted the storyline of this case to seem as if the culprit was my client's son, Tom.
I mean, Tommy's IQ isn't very high.
He was not even aware of his surroundings,
how could he possibly have raped the victim?
According to law, a rapist will have a jail term of not less than eight years,
and not more than 20, plus at least 12 strokes of the cane.
My opposition was lying his way through the facts,
yet he managed not to even bat an eyelid while looking straight into the eye of the jury.
I seriously have to do more background work on this case.
There are gaps in this case that needs to be plugged.
I cannot let my opposition win.
The big group of men he is defending are definitely not good people.
When they accused Tommy of being the rapist,
I just could not believe them.
Besides Tommy, they were there at the scene as well.
How is it possible that they will be able to get away with it so easily just by accusing Tommy.
I will try my best to justify the means and not let the actual culprits have the joy of being let off though they have gone against the law.
My fellow colleague, Demi, and I are now going through the points of the case,
she's helping me with the jointing of the points such that I will be able to convince the jury of Tommy's innocence.
I am so stressed out by the workload,
but I believe in helping the innocent and getting those baddies locked up even if it means sacrificing my sleep time.
My younger sister has recently taken up the law course,
I am so proud of her!
She has finally gotten into her dream university, Oxford University.
She has been contacting me a lot ever since she has taken up law, through email.
She needs help with her most of her projects.
I still cannot believe my baby sister has grown up so much!
Anyway, I have to go and see what Demi wants from me,
she probably found out some really good points.
This girl really does know how to read in between the lines.
I do hope that I'll be able to fix this case so that Tom's mom will not be so stressed out for her son, and Tom wouldn't have to be so sad everyday,
seeing his mom in this state.

Julia.

how horrible am i..
oh well.

2008-10-27T11:37:00.000+08:00

watched wowp yesterday,
and it seriously rocked.
rock on, selena!
LOL.
okay, so i havent even started on my LD project yet..
i have no idea what i want to act as..
im afraid i'll get stage fright..
though i have a slightest idea of what i want to act as..
but it'll be alot of work in making the costume.
LAWYER.
haha, cause i watched and read quite abit on lawyer stuff.
but to act it out?
that i'll have to consider.
im going out with cindy to catch HSM3.
im so nervous.
i've never taken the MRT by myself in my whole entire life.
i hope i dont get horribly lost.
i mean, im a total klutz at this..
i'll probably just end up somewhere in woodlands..
LOL..
okay..enough of demoralising talks..
so, last night i caught the Sunday Night Movie:
MindHunters.
and it was really really gross..
there was this scene where they hooked a man with stringy hooks..
and he was dangling there,
then all of a sudden...
he started moving like a puppet..
mechanical works..so scary, then blood was like all over him..
couldnt sleep the whole freaking night man..
kept tossing and turning, sweating..
haha, im not exaggerating..
i guess im naturally a coward..haha.kidding..
anyways,
gotta goos.

2008-10-24T14:29:00.001+08:00

wow,
i spent so much freaking time on my blog.
haha, i shall start my homework tmr.
i shouldn't procrastinate anymore..
all the freedom is getting to my head,
think of it as a kid being allowed to have his or her turn at a ride..
latte banged his head against the door..
it was so hilarious..
haha:)
pitiful dog, the vet said he has behavioural problems..
but he isn't the only one of course,
all dogs have it..
but duh, he isn't mad or anything..
he just gets impatient quite easily..
omgosh, LD yesterday was fun.
they talked about our star signs, and i'll mix well with aries!
haha,
like i believe..i was curious so i checked the net,
this was one of the points i found..
Leos are:
Fun-loving • Honest • Dramatic • Dignified • Theatrical ;
thats the good side of it, i shan't share the bad side of it..
kidding!
okay, gotta go pratice piano now.
byes!

2008-10-23T20:35:00.000+08:00

ergh,
so much homework for school hols..
gosh, are the seriously thinking of murdering us?
haha, why so much homework?
i mean, whats the use of HOLIDAYS then?
when practically most of the time is spent on doing homework at home?
i know its a really long long long holiday, but still..
i guess i'll have to deal with it..
to add on, the instructor for the Drama Workshop made us do a minimum of 350 word essay on the character you want to be.
i mean hello? im not much of a writer man..
i only scored 18/30 for my compo..and im no idea freak,
so its gonna be really hard for me to get through this tough period of time...
supposedly, (and yes i mean supposedly),
known as the holiday period that all kids drreeaamm of..
well, after this experience...holidays are def a big NONONO!
and no, im not crazy, i love freedom;
but is being caged up by books and worksheets even considered a holiday?
at least theres youtube and msn to save my life...
and guitar...and singing...
and wizards and hmm..demi's cd..
okay, enough crapping, lets get to the real deal..
i have ALOT of things i consider as saviours in my life,
but of course GOD is the most ultimate..
yeah..
anyways, theres a new wizards episode coming out..
october 26 if im not wrong, saving wiztech i suppose?
but if thats oct 26 in america,
it'll be like 27th here...great, the misery and suspense of waiting for a new show..
LOL:)
im trying out Two Worlds Collide by Demi on piano.
and i really REALLY suck.
no doubt about it..my fingers get all twisted on the keyboard..
(i dont own a piano and i dont learn)
but sounds cool by the original player..
guess i gotta work hard..very very hard..
both academically and in recreation..
what am i talking about!??
nvr mind, im just trying to fill this blog with more posts and words as you can probably see..
gotta keep that creative juices flowing before i run out of them;
and get stuck on the eng, chi and ld essays..
great, julia, time to get cracking with those papers of doom.
like they say, once you start, you'll never stop..
can't stop actually, no time to waste..
yeahhs,
gotta goos..

2008-10-21T06:32:00.000+08:00

this is going to be really weird.
literally.
so, i had this dream last night;
(and im wondering: why did it have to end?!)
here's what its about:
Selena and Demi were my best friends.
that sentence practically says it all.
this is an elaboration:
Okay...so demi and selena were having this BIG fight..
i think it was demi against selena and i was defending selena.
the fight ended with demi being ditched by all the others against selena..hmm..weird..
she was really mad at me cause selena used to be her best best friend..
and now( after the fight), selena was really close to me. ( I WISH!)
but i knew that i would be mean if i were to just let the others ditch demi like that,
and having sel and demi hating each other.
so, i made them apologise to each other..
i remember vaguely that i told demi, " dont be mad at me okay? i mean, hey, you and selena have been best friends for like 7 years now. me? well less than a year right?"
yeah, and hence demi apologised to selena and they made up.
funny thing, they made me their best friend too!
(after all the tears and sadness)
we talked about how we could buy the same stuff and stuff..(lame=.='' haha)
so we talked about how we could go overseas next year..
japan! (still wondering why)
miracuosly, we ended up in japan in a blink of an eye.
so we went shopping there for same stuff..
when we were going to purchase the items, there was this mp4 on sale that the three of us wanted..i think it was like 71 jap bucks..
since this was the period of financial crisis,
i went off to find my dad while i told them to wait for me.
(STUPID MOVE!)
i found my dad, and was going to bring him to the shop.
just then, ( i think i became mildly conscious)
i remembered that this could be a dream because all these stuff seem to be unrealistic.
when i realised, i immediately ran to the shop to try to get to demi and selena again;
for their numbers and emails, of course.
but sadly, i woke up just when i saw them..
hmm.how sad..
a little blooper:
i saw demi's album on one of the shelves that we were buying stuff from.
She didnt even notice it!!
also, we met the Jonas Brothers. But it didnt last long.

haha, so yeah.
im still thwacking myself.
how couldnt i have gotten their numbers?
i guess its God's will:)
anyways, God bless Demi and Selena.
May you gals be best friends forever!

2008-10-16T06:34:00.003+08:00

this blog is screwedXD

2008-10-16T06:34:00.001+08:00

this blog is screwedXD

2008-10-05T15:59:00.001+08:00

i feel sad.
yes S-A-D.
dont ask me why, cause things happen.
and no; im not lovelorn.
just sad.
things change, weird things.
i guess i just have to live with it.

so.this week shall be chocolate.
i seriously need to cut down on candy.
hahas.
Trouble with Love Is is like the best song ever.
demi's version was way cool.

uh-huh.
so, i think thats all.
just didnt want my blog to die.
its going to though.
ergh; who really cares man.

2008-09-17T14:40:00.000+08:00

anyone knows whether i can really write to Linda through this address?
LINDA CHUNG TVB City,77 Chun Choi Street,Tseung Kwan O Industrial Estate,Tseung Kwan O,Kowloon Hong Kong
its def worth a try but im afraid that it isnt a fan mail but some business mail thang.
haha..
oh well...hope someone knows and replies:D
so far no one knows yet..
hmm..we had chinese test today..
so tough! i had not much time for compre..only like 15 mins..
i rruuusshhedd:)) hee.

2008-09-14T11:06:00.000+08:00

omygosh.
oh my gosh!
i cant wait for next sat!
my dad says he'll get me my Squier electric guitar then and thats when i can collect the Linda Chung album that i've ordered!
yippeee!
thank you God...
after all this stress, you've given me something to look forward to.
so sad.didnt go to church today..have to do revision and homework..
but for now...
my acoustic guitar has gone out of tune.
i cant practice.
im under stress.
and there's still hmw.
see the difference?;D hehe..

2008-09-13T14:03:00.000+08:00

if you're a fan of linda chung,
join the following forum
http://www.lindachung.co.cc/.
its sorta new so very little people there.
there are still "jobs" awaiting for claims thereXD
such as moderators, graphic designers, etc.
support linda!

2008-09-08T14:20:00.000+08:00

you understand cantonese? you'll get this if you do.i superbly laughed my head off!

linda's so naive but NICE!!!

so funny.wahhaha..

for those who dont understand:

raymond is tricking linda that his friend's mom (or grandmother) is in the hospital and wouldnt eat unless linda visits her and eat with her. haha! so funny.when she found out she scream and scream and laugh and laugh! haha..the DJ kept saying sry..wahahha.

2008-08-24T11:15:00.000+08:00

okay.so i really enjoyed my birthday!
thanks to those of you who made the effort to even say Happy Birthday to me!
i've received over 50-60 that day!
thanks to cindy for being so sweet!
she got the whole class to write some birthday wishes on the classroom board;D
i was so touched!
oh and thanks to Gloria and Joycelyn for giving me such a wonderful birthday!
so..after school, we went to plaza to grab a subway burger..
then we bought chips and the gummy chocolate i owed gloria.haha.
and i spent the day at Gloria's house.
(we didnt go to vivo; gloria had piano lessons)
we were singing our lungs out at her house! haha.
i guess i ate too many chips.my voice went seriously hoarse.
oh and when Gloria went off to piano lessons,
joycelyn and i were jammin'..literally..
though our "jammin'" was reeaalllyy horrible..
haha..joycelyn figured out This Is Me on the keyboard.
and finally after some practice, i figured it out on guitar..
by the time gloria came back, joycelyn was rocking it out on keyboard.
and me?i was crappin' it out on my guitarXD
haha..
hmm..thats actually pretty much it..
yeah..then ytd, my belated birthday,i got to eat cake!
yay!haha..double chocolate fudge cake..mm-hmm..
and i just realised, linda chung posted a post on my birthday!
oh of course its not for me.
but still..hehe..

2008-08-22T06:41:00.000+08:00

yeaps!
its my birthday today!;D
so i decided to post, although im pretty lazy to.haha.
anyways..im going to school to meet my friends..cant wait!:D
we might be going off to vivo after that..not sure..
anyways..wanna thank all my LD members who were so helpful ytd when i fell.
i was so touchedXD
seriously.
yeah..will be posting more once i come home.
(provided im not tired or lazy)
oh man..i forgot to practice guitar.ergh.haha, nvm.
just in case you didnt notice, i changed my wallpaper!
Sel Gomez.whoo-hoo!;D
haha..
okay..
gotta gohhs,
bye!

2008-08-05T18:41:00.000+08:00

this is seriously freaky i was like loving the song voice on the radio..
and...MARIEDIGBY POSTED IT UP ON YOUTUBE..
its like she read my mind...haha..yeahrightXD
anyways..here's another great song:

2008-08-02T13:20:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin!:D
marie digby..whee----:))
nice? i made it from the wallpaper extras from marie's official jap web.
i have no idea what its abt but marie looks super cuteee!ahah.
here's the link.just in case any marie fans happen to visit my blog.
http://avexnet.or.jp/marie/index.html
anyways, i cant wait for eelyn's birthday gathering to come.
but i'll have to get well soon first..so sad..i caught a flu..
*sniffs*
having a running nose..whole nasal part blocked up...*cant breaathheee!*lol..
have to study super hard..exams are in a week!
oh crap.i just realised, im gonna hav another test afterwards..
uh-oh...lol..i studied a little already..
but im so gonna fail my xuan ci tian kong again..
im so weak in that man!
wow...i sound like some dude who's seriously a geek.
well i am...so doesnt really matter..
i cannot believe it i passed math and history!! whoo-hoo!
and i thought i'll fail..
i guess studying really pays off..
anyhoo..hope ya'll like (zee:cindy initiated) blogskin!!:DD
xoxo.jest.

2008-08-01T07:10:00.000+08:00

Great Song!!
Miley Cyrus 7 Things..

Shy, Shy, Shy

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome, but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear
My dear

The seven things I hate about you (x2)
Oh, you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry, I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not comin' back
You're taking seven steps here

The seven things I hate about you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry, I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The seven that I like

The seven things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old Levi's
When we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You made me laugh, you made me cry, but I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine when we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

Sha, sha
You do, oh
Oooo ooo
Lalala
Oooo ooo

2008-07-23T14:14:00.000+08:00

wow.i havent blogged in quite awhile.
too busy.testtesttest! so stressed out.phew.
been studying til my eyes start to close.
i cant take it! this only leads to one word: STRESS.
man! i cant believe it.5 tests in a week!
im like taking my 3rd one tmr.AHH.im already half dead.
3 more to go? i dont know whether i can live through that..
furthermore, i still have to stay back til 5 to 6 plus for speech day rehersal..
and by the time i get back, i have to eat dinner, bathe and STUDY..how tiring..
at least i dont have to stay back today..but i will have to tmr..
but there's LD..yay!:D:D
get to see velvet, renee, mat and others
hehe.i think im so gonna do badly for muh tests.
*sigh*..but i STUDIED.guess i've tried my best.just gotta work MUCHMUCH harder.
its been so boring recently.nth to look forward to.
so my life practically is a total BORE.*yawn-yawn*
as in literally.i cant even really sit down and rest,unlike now though.
okay i gotta go.

2008-07-20T11:03:00.000+08:00

This guy is GOOOODDD.thumbs upupup!:D
haha..love his voice man..so 迷人！

2008-07-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

2008-07-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

i think i better cut down on words for my blogposts..its getting all wordy..
hehehe..anyways..marie has a new song again!swoon!:D
love it!:)) marie is still rocking !! haha..
okay my last post, jennifer corrected me..its not even the ndp preview yet..its the NE show..
haha..blur me..okay..currently im learning cursive..
make that RE-llearning cursive..from my old P3 books and from Gloria..
she's the pro at it!! i mean seriously:)
ahh im in love with Swoon! Marie rocks!
its like so coincidental that at the last part a plane *voom-ed* past..so dramatic..
haha..like it was MEANT to be a part of the song..heh heh..
tmr is PBL.and i must prepare some interview thingy.which i have noo idea what to write about.
must add in HUMOUR.but im so drained out of my brain juice that i cant think!
lols..
*you make me swo-ooh-n*lalala.
okay..that was pretty random yeah?
*sigh* nothing to look forward to anymore cause fun day is OVER!!
anyhow....here's the video:
enjoy!!

2008-07-06T11:31:00.001+08:00

on our way there.(i look horrible i know)
clapclapstompstomp!:D
the red people.haha:))
the colourful people.
the disciplined people.

uniform people.
motorbike people.

Gloria and her friesXD

some design that i thought was really cool.
dancers yeah:))

okay i went to the ndp preview parade yesterday.
and it was fun fun fun!!
haha..there was this awakward part where the prime minister and president-both simulated- came and Gloria was like whoo! yeah! clapclapclap! whoo-hoo!
then everyone around was like quiet.so there was a funny feeling.
BUT as a good friend(yeah right; haha)i followed suit and started screaming and shouting.
we're super high and crazy.those who know gloria..you get what i mean wink-wink haha.
the dancers there were really good..(abigail and maycia, yeah i know you're really good too!haha)
okay then the mcs there were adrian pang.jean danker.melody chen.then two others.
so coincidental, jinglin was like 3 rows in front of me!:D with her sis.
but she didnt wanna sit with glo and i even though there were two sits because she didnt want to disturb the people whom she has to cross to get to the seats.so considerate yeah?haha.
before that i went to the fairfield funfair.
abigail and maycia went at like 11 plus.then they abandoned me cause my sis pulled me away for awhile.haha.they went to the haunted house but the queue was super long so they didnt go in.
while they were waiting, i was enjoying aircon in the primary school staff room.thank you mrs tay!LOL.she wanted me to stamp dates on the homework for her.but just as i was about to, my sis called up, " JULIA AH! COME PLAY BOWLING WITH PEIWEN AND I!!!"
yes..it was really loud.even mrs tay heard it so she asked me to go along.
in the end we didnt play either because the queue was long and had to waited for very long.
we played some badminton throw in the bucket thing.
my sis and i totally did SO BADLY! haha.even our 7 year old cousin beat us=.='''
she threw 2 in..my sis and i together only threw 1 in.
which is such a disgrace to our age haha.
then my sis had to tend her shop.
i didnt know where abi and maycia went to.
so i sat down and listened to music.yeah, typical me.
when i finally called them, they were at the running track.
coincidentally, my cousin wanted to eat ice cream so i brought her to mrs tay's stall.and met abi and maycia sitting on the curb.
we didnt do much.abi sold her leftover tickets to me!.
but sadly, they had to leave.
and unfortunately for me, while i was waiting for MISS GLORIA TAN XIAO JIE(haha:D) to come, it began to rain. so we couldnt use much of the tickets when she finally arrived.
left a few.but abi was so nice, she allowed me to sell the tickets back to her.
gloria and i used most of (my own) tickets to EAT!muahahah.
she had 3 otahs.and one packet of fries.i had 2 packets of fried and 1 otah.
nth much left to eat.ahah.then after that, we went around the sec school field to see some of the games.and i convinced gloria to play at the cube station.(rubix cube)
she did it so fast.but they gave us two pens..ahha.wow so much for concentration.
afterthat, we were hungry AGAIN!!:D
and gloria kept whining about wanting to eat candy floss.
so we went around asking people where they got it.
after buying, we realised we were quite late for ndp as we still needed to buy dinner.
so we took a taxi to suntec first which cost me 9 dollars.
gloria went to change while i went to put on socks cause the back of my feet had blisters.owwhh.
bought mcdonalds.fries.double cheeseburger.coke.
then we tried to WALK there but we couldnt find a way there so we took a cab there.
we thought that it was going to cost only about lets say 4 bucks?
but when we told the uncle NDP stadium, he fetched us all the way to Kallang!
then when we realised and told him that it was the NEW ONE,
he went all the way back and tried to get us into the floating platform but ROAD JAM!.
gloria and i were panicking.price going upupup.so we told the taxi driver to just let us alight there and pay him.and obviously, it was a total waste of money because we like went one whole big round without ending up anywhere and it cost us 10.20 dollars!ergh.
yeah..but we managed to run and get there..
and got our funpacks..watched the show..
then we went

2008-06-25T14:22:00.000+08:00

wow.i havent blogged in years-NOT.haha..few days probably.
hmm..so school's reopen..its quite fun..though not as fun as th hols!
i mean of course right..nth can be as fun as hols..except hols WITHOUT HMW:D
but being able to sing with Gloria is much better than hols:) and hanging out with friends.of course.
have been staying back for the last two days with ALOT of hmw to complete.
i almost fell sick.typical me..haha..
cant stay back for LD meeting today..dont ask why..lols..
school isn't as bad as i thought it would've been i guess.
maybe i just thought too much..fairfield carnival is COMING!!
JULY5th!!..Abigail cant make it..she has NDP practice:'(
its a little awkward if i go with the 6C gals..over what happened that time..
i dont feel comfortable i guess..BUT doesnt matter since everything's over now..
should probably go with my cousin..she's bought tickets but doesnt know who to go with as well..
oh..and i've changed the pronounciation of my name.
instead of jess-te-lynn.its become jess-tell-lynn.
joycelyn says it sounds better.jes-te-lynn sounds a little.awkward.

2008-06-19T18:47:00.001+08:00

Loving you by Linda Chung!!

Three cheers!!:D