wow.i havent blogged in years-NOT.haha..few days probably.
hmm..so school's reopen..its quite fun..though not as fun as th hols!
i mean of course right..nth can be as fun as hols..except hols WITHOUT HMW:D
but being able to sing with Gloria is much better than hols:) and hanging out with friends.of course.
have been staying back for the last two days with ALOT of hmw to complete.
i almost fell sick.typical me..haha..
cant stay back for LD meeting today..dont ask why..lols..
school isn't as bad as i thought it would've been i guess.
maybe i just thought too much..fairfield carnival is COMING!!
JULY5th!!..Abigail cant make it..she has NDP practice:'(
its a little awkward if i go with the 6C gals..over what happened that time..
i dont feel comfortable i guess..BUT doesnt matter since everything's over now..
should probably go with my cousin..she's bought tickets but doesnt know who to go with as well..
oh..and i've changed the pronounciation of my name.
instead of jess-te-lynn.its become jess-tell-lynn.
joycelyn says it sounds better.jes-te-lynn sounds a little.awkward.

Loving you by Linda Chung!!

Three cheers!!:D

hmm.
went fiming ytd with my sis as extras.
met two gurls there, charmaine theng and celeste:D
whoa..charmaine's auntie if the legendary singer Maggie Theng eh!
haha..anyways..back to filming..we acted as students..
the first part of the day was really tiring..the zhujiaos got better treatment than us ok!
they got to have aircons in cars while we?? we stand out in the hot sun..
haha..and what do we do?? sweatsweat.film us walking on the pavement.for like 10 times??
haha..anyways.that was the notsofun part..i had a stomache too..so..yeahh..
but we got a 1 hr lunch break and during then, Jade Seah came..
she's sorta the zhujiao in the show too ba..:D
but she's supposed to act as a nerdy teacher who likes Michael Wong.a new teacher.
so funny..she had to walk "duck-like"..
okay..so charmaine, celeste, sis and i had one scene where we were to picked to scream and run in the corridors.
then the DM came and we quieten down..and walked to the hall..
daoyan said we did it very well:DD
also, we had to dubb our voices again because when they took the video of us screaming.we were a level apart.hence, they had to dubb it.
yeahh.afterthat.we didnt really do much but wait in the classroom.
there was this time where the crew were filming smth else.
then Jade Seah and "Michael Wong" ( i dunno his name ) sat in th same classroom as us..
then its like us and them..charmaine was blushing..haha..her whole face turned red.
was super funny!!:DD
Jade and "Michael" were saying some licontosh im not sure wth it was haha..
they were pronouncing it and "michael" could say it but Jade couldnt.
she kept," SHIT" -ing.
wow..so much for demure..haha..but she was really pretty in person.
sharp features.and despite th weird clothes she had to wear. she still looked really good:D
Jade asked us if we were frm the school Bendemeer..we were like..no..(look at the uniform).haha.
yeah..then we didnt really appear much after that.
the show was pretty cool..its called First Class..
i heard that it will be out in August..not very sure about that though..
yeah...it was a pretty cool day..bein' able to meet stars and stuff..
though it wasnt a channel 8 show:'(..

THIS POST IS DEMORALISING.
PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU WANT TO HAVE A HAPPY DAY AHEAD.


have you ever...
felt inferior to any other?
feeling that he/she is better than you in everything.
and you're nothing in this world?
and even if you're better at that one little thing,
its never what u want to be good at?
when suddenly you look and think,
actually you're no better than anyone?

i suddenly felt like that today.
a bit disheartening to hear that and demoralising to know..
but still..
i feel as if..im no good at much..
people keep asking me to have more faith in myself.
but i cant find FAITH.
everyone is supposed to be special.
but i cant find anything unique in me..
no spark; no shine.nothing.
im just a little bug on the windscreen of everyone's life.

okay..
went to vivocity with muh family today.
watched hulk.
got a pair of frigging cool converse-sies:D
thanks mom and dad!haha..
im seriously annoyed by th spammer on eelyn's blog.
he/she keeps comparing eelyn and other 7 princesses to jesseca liu!
ergh.
but cant be bothered.
anyways.i love Better Off Alone SO MUCH!:D
here's th lyrics to the song.
I was naive not to let you go
When the time was right
I was a fool living in a dream
That I thought could last
But I know that you
Will try to prove me wrong
But it's what I've got to do
I think you're mistaken
I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser
Who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten
All of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're better off alone

And it's clear to me
That everything has changed
Cuz nothing that we do feels
The same any more
And I'll admit
I'll take the blame
Maybe we just moved too fast
And how could expect
Something like this to last
And I know that you will try
And prove me wrong
But it's what I gotta do
I think you're mistaken
I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser
Who's getting in your way

I think you've forgotten
All of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're better off alone

You and I, we were standing
Watching us fall apart
So let me go and move along
I think you're mistaken
I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser
Who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten
All of your plans
See I never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're better off alone

Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone
Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone
Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone
Oh, you're better off alone

I think you're mistaken
I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser
You're better off alone

Better off alone

MY GOSH!
today is the worst day ever.
my dog kena BARKED at.
and he was sitting innocently while the other dog was raving at him.
wow.such patience.
im so mad at that dog.
my latte just strolled in.and he barkedbarkedbarked non-stop.
til my sis was so fed up she shouted, "SHUSH LA!"
the dog kept quiet.for like 3 secs? and barked again=.='''
anyways..thats not what really made me mad.
this is what made me extremely MAD!*smoke coming out of ears*
<clarissa>: eELYN SUCK
<clarissa>: EeLyn is a idot
<clarissa>: JESSECA ROCKS
<shuiling>: EELYN SUCK
<BELLA>: eelyn is a asshole
<BELLA>: EELYN IS A PIG
<Real clarissa>: This is not i write want ok is someone keep faking my name if i find out is who the person sure die so please the person who fake me just now please stop write here.
<Real clarissa>: please stop it ok to the spanner
<Real shuiling>: i never write ok anything i did not insult eelyn at all please stop faking lah
<jestellynn>: can this spammer stop!? shuiling and bella are not spammers okay! and shuiling is one of eelyn's fans.so stoppit.DONT compare eelyn with jesseca.they're both two different people..
oh i guess that explained like a 100000 words huh..
so upset for eelyn too she didnt enjoy her melbourne holiday either..
the stewardess and stewards were extremely unfriendly..
and some person went to steal my pal's stuff.ergh.
thats what made me sosososososo mad!
i seriously need to cool down.
haha..:D

A light shines off
In the distance
A pale flickering glow
How many times
Do I have to dream
That I could be there
The time is here
And she won't be
Waiting for me
To find the easy way out
I've lost count of the days
That were wasted
There's an answer
In the sound of a train
There is wisdom
Past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime
Through the fog
In the rain
There's a beauty
In walking awayI float on the streets
That are empty
Take the path
That the wind only knows
Tonight is the last time
That I'll ever be here
There's an answer
In the sound of a train
There is wisdom
Past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime
Through the fog'
In the rain
There's a beauty
In walking away
It's never quite simple
It's never that safe
It never seems perfect
Until it's too late
It's never the right time
To find a new way
There's an answerIn the sound of a train
There is wisdom
Past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime
Through the fog
In the rain
There's a beauty
In walking away.

wha..
i want to have guitar lessons.
after watching marie digby play.
im so into guitar.
but i have butterfingers.
LAWL:D
wohuijinlide!
haha.
i saw eelyn on tv just now.
xinhuaduoduokai.
i SCREAMEDD.:D
i mean duh.
of course i'll scream;
haha..
i was talking to my mom while watching xhddk.
then suddenly my sis said, "eh! eelyn eh!"
me,"WHERE?!AH!EELYN!EELYN!MOMMA,EELYN!"
okay.im crazy yeah.
ooh.Meiwei like the guy yah;D
haha..

wow.
i have not posted in a really long time.
i changed my blogskin AGAIN:D
haha..okay..
im in Gloria's house now.
she came to my house ytd.
and ouch..my neck hurts.
cause we have this speech course thing.
they made us do excersises.
and my neck hurrrtttss!
haha;D
they said we shouldnt strain our neck muscles.
but now what?
hehe..
just now while we were doing some stretching stuff..
someone farted...literally...lawl!:D
gosh..my sis got me addicted to Better in Time by Leona Lewis.
but Marie Digby's still my fav singer!!
haha..
ytd saw eelyn on tv!
her hair was pretty funny.
but still prettypretty as usual(:
she was supposed to be mad at her dad in the show?
i guess.

haha..

ahh.

she's slightly shorter than me..she's 1.59m.im 1.62m..or maybe 1.63m.hahaXD
oh..wheee...
realised that last month was my blog's 1 year anniversary.
wow.im so random;D
haha..