Is it okay to feel this upset?
As in seriously, 'til you think you'd go mad?
You feel like clutching onto something and not letting go,
just so you could slowly ease from the flow.
When you feel like you just want to cry,
You feel like nothing's worth even if you die.

I know it sounds very demoralizing,
But thats the cold truth, I do no lying.
Too much of this stuff is getting to my head,
Its affecting my rhyming, and I'm going red.
Why can't life be peaceful, sweet and free?
Why can't we be happy to just laugh and glee?

I'd die to have my childhood back again,
Where there were no suffering and yet too, no pain.
I hate to listen to people nagg ,
But now I, too, am being such a fag.
I think I should really stop this now,
Before I turn into a freaked out cow .

* Pardon me for the bad rhyming ,
I have no inspiration today .
Life's been crap .
Really .