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Of all the secrets I can keep,
this one I've gotta say.
To prevent my heart from being ripped,
I might hurt you this way.

I try my best to ignore; the insolence you show,
All those whining, screaming and moodswings,
It's all killing me you know.

I've been there all the while,
but you hardly even care.
Now I can no longer smile,
I can only swear.

It's exactly what She's told me,
People go for the new.
Why am I only able to see,
from my own point of view?

It's like I'm so near yet so far,
But yet you're a world away.
I look in you in the eye,
But between us, there's nothing to say.

All our interests and hobbies have changed oh so much,
Sometimes yours sickens me,
But I know you'll say who am I to judge ?
I guess I'm just that free.

But now, I don't really give a damn.
Since you're not even sincere,
Was our friendship all a scam?
Cause now all I see is fear.

Things might get better,
Or they might turn out worse.
When you see this you'll rattle,
"Oh crap, why me curse?"

Well, You might not find out,
Because you're so ignorant.
Sure, gimme that annoying pout,
But to ignore all this, I've learnt .

When you read this you'll think,
that my words don't bloody rhyme.
But then again you'll blink,
And realize that they're all fine.

You complain about things you care about,
That I already know.
But why leave them in careless doubt,
When attention you can care to show?

This poem is getting really long,
But I can't help typing more.
Could it be that I am wrong,
Cause my heart's now really sore.

If I tell you directly,
You might get pissed off,
So I thought I'd make it snappy,
Hopefully these problems will solve.

I leave my thoughts in this post,
Nowhere else at that.
Maybe, it'll help us both,
If this confusion wasn't shared.

I will do my best to keep it to myself,
To prevent you from getting hurt,
Sometimes I just can't keep them shelved,
So you've gotta be alert.

Friends we once were and probably will still be,
After all these have passed,
We'll get rid of the mimicry.

The facades and what not,
Will leave us in still wonder,
But its the one and only shot,
Just don't think; Don't ponder.